Day 23.... Jittery

I can not believe my little 14 year old girl dream of auditioning for American Idol is about to become a reality tomorrow. I still can't believe this is really happening... They're coming to Tucson on their bus stop tour I never in a million years thought they would be in my hometown. It's very surreal that this is happening almost like it was meant to be. My husband told me about it about a week and a half ago and I thought the cut off was 24 so I did some research and turned out to be 28 so conveniently I'm only 27. I would of never known about this if it wasn't for him mentioning it to me because we both work downtown so his work was making arrangements for the chaos. He told me to try out so here I am and haven't really sang in about 9 years. I don't really care if I win or lose I'm just glad I can cross it off my bucket list. It would be awesome to make it to at least see the judges but if I don't it's not the end of the world. Either way still really excited!!! I'll post all about my adventures tomorrow! Good night world!

Day 22... Chaos

Chaos is my life I seriously never seem to have just a minute to sit and breathe, especially today. Wow work wasn't really chaotic but wow when I got home it was like running a million miles a minute I had so much to accomplished for my side business and my audition. I'm excited for it all but wow I just need to take a breather. Like right now I still have a ton of things that need to be done but figured I'd try writing my blog from my computer tonight instead of my phone. I really wish I had more time to spend on my blog; hopefully some day I will be able to really fit it into my schedule or at least one really good one a week. I guess we shall see what unfolds. I foresee the next couple days to be a bit crazier especially since I really need to memorize my lyrics still... Well I need to get more samples together to mail out... Until tomorrow and sorry this entry is all over the place its pretty much how my brain is currently.

Day 21.... Not enough time

Happy Father's Day! Figured I'd start off with that. Also I totally did my blog yesterday and just noticed it never published =\ I think it went through now so still on track with my challenge. 

Anywho onward to my topic. I'm doing this from my phone again and it's a pain but I'll make do. There are just not enough hours in a day to get everything done I need to get done. It's really starting to stress me out because my home is starting to suffer. It's a disaster zone. I am still searching for the answer on trying to balance it all. Lists have been helping but I feel like my lists keep getting longer and I keep getting more behind on them. Also I'm tired from constantly going I need to find balance. I hope soon I will. 

Day 20... Birthday Party

Today my parents put together a last minute birthday party for me and it was beyond sweet of them only 2 of my friends were able to come last minute but we still had a blast. Kinda a pain to blog from my phone sooo I will just add some pictures. 

Until tomorrow 

Day 19... Happy Birthday!

I dozed off around 9 pm then woke up to shower and I'm exhausted but didn't want to miss a day so here I am half awake. Anywho... 

I'm officially 27 and I'm tired lol. Goodnight world I will try to make a more exciting blog tomorrow. 

Day 18... Birthday Eve

Well I haven't really written a lengthy blog in a while not really sure where to begin right now either... It is crazy to think I only have an hour left of being 26. For some reason I feel like 27 is old. It's only 3 years to 30 and for some reason that scares me yet excites me. I'm curious where I will be when I'm 30. Life is passing by so quickly and I know I don't want to be where I am currently I want my life to be better. Don't get me wrong I do love my life and I'm very grateful for all that I have but it doesn't mean I don't want to enhance it just a little bit. I guess the only thing I really want before I'm 30 is a better work life. I want a job I truly enjoy.

So many people get stuck in a job they do for pretty much their whole lives just so they can live but are they truly living? They have the job so they can provide for their family because that in itself is also a job but in today's society it seems as if that job is on the back burner for some which is probably why the divorce rate is so high. More people would rather work harder for the job that brings in money rather than the one that costs them it. I believe with a little hard work in each category you can find the true happiness in life.

Work at your daily job to get you by, work a little harder to reach your dream job but not to much so you don't lose out on the most important job which is your family. Like they say slow and steady win the race. No one else can make your happiness for you.

What makes me happy is my husband, my two boys, my dog, my family, and my friends. These are all I really need in my life they are my happiness all of the other things in my life are just a bonus and I could live without but if I didn't have these people in my life I would be nothing without them.

I love them all so much more than any of them will probably ever know.

Day 17... Steps

Whatever you do don't give up no matter what step you're on.