Day 27... Going Home

Life is what you make it but sometimes life is cut short. No one knows when they will leave this Earth but you have to make it worth it... no regrets. Rest in peace sweet JoAnn

Day 26... Blogging

Well I've missed 2 days but I'm still determined to get a full 30 days of blogging just won't be consecutive days but it will still be done! Life has been pretty rough the past week and I kinda lost myself in just about everything since I found out about that American Idol audition. I got so focused on it I forgot about those who are important to me and my husband and I kept getting irritated with each other. I also let my side business really slack because I put way to much on my plate all at once and I kind of flamed out. My flame is relit just not burning as bright as before but it's getting there. I'm really hoping for some sort of miracle that I hit my $2500 brick to maintain my District Manager level in Arbonne I'm $1179 away and there are 2 days left in the month so here's wishing for a miracle. I'm putting it out into the universe that I will hit it my $1179 goal by June 30th. I think I'm starting to find my balance slowly but surely just need to stay positive and as one wise fish once said "Just keep swimming" 

Day 25... I'm official!

Well I just made my first domain name purchase! I have decided I wanted to make a blog/site to help mom's like me who are really busy and don't have time for things now feel like they have time for things and that it is doable. I like helping to motivate people and that's just what I want to do with this new site. I am going to help mom's by simplifying it. The name for it is simplifyingmom.com simple enough right? Well now to get to work on yet another crazy project... If I can do this with my crazy life anyone can. I'll just let life guide me to exactly where I need to be.

Day 24... Dream

I actually auditioned for American Idol today still can't believe that happened. I got so nervous I forgot the lyrics but at least I can say I tried. It was such a long day so I will leave you with this 

Day 23.... Jittery

I can not believe my little 14 year old girl dream of auditioning for American Idol is about to become a reality tomorrow. I still can't believe this is really happening... They're coming to Tucson on their bus stop tour I never in a million years thought they would be in my hometown. It's very surreal that this is happening almost like it was meant to be. My husband told me about it about a week and a half ago and I thought the cut off was 24 so I did some research and turned out to be 28 so conveniently I'm only 27. I would of never known about this if it wasn't for him mentioning it to me because we both work downtown so his work was making arrangements for the chaos. He told me to try out so here I am and haven't really sang in about 9 years. I don't really care if I win or lose I'm just glad I can cross it off my bucket list. It would be awesome to make it to at least see the judges but if I don't it's not the end of the world. Either way still really excited!!! I'll post all about my adventures tomorrow! Good night world!

Day 22... Chaos

Chaos is my life I seriously never seem to have just a minute to sit and breathe, especially today. Wow work wasn't really chaotic but wow when I got home it was like running a million miles a minute I had so much to accomplished for my side business and my audition. I'm excited for it all but wow I just need to take a breather. Like right now I still have a ton of things that need to be done but figured I'd try writing my blog from my computer tonight instead of my phone. I really wish I had more time to spend on my blog; hopefully some day I will be able to really fit it into my schedule or at least one really good one a week. I guess we shall see what unfolds. I foresee the next couple days to be a bit crazier especially since I really need to memorize my lyrics still... Well I need to get more samples together to mail out... Until tomorrow and sorry this entry is all over the place its pretty much how my brain is currently.

Day 21.... Not enough time

Happy Father's Day! Figured I'd start off with that. Also I totally did my blog yesterday and just noticed it never published =\ I think it went through now so still on track with my challenge. 

Anywho onward to my topic. I'm doing this from my phone again and it's a pain but I'll make do. There are just not enough hours in a day to get everything done I need to get done. It's really starting to stress me out because my home is starting to suffer. It's a disaster zone. I am still searching for the answer on trying to balance it all. Lists have been helping but I feel like my lists keep getting longer and I keep getting more behind on them. Also I'm tired from constantly going I need to find balance. I hope soon I will.